Anjo meu

A ti hoje te dedico estas palavras, a minha outra metade.

Tu que foste muito apesar de te achares tão pouco e odiares-te no alto do teu pedestal.

Bem sei que uma parte de ti nunca me quis, como uma parte de mim sempre te desejou, mas não somos um sem o outro, porque tu não consegues ser um anjo sem mim, e eu não consigo ser um demónio sem ti.

A ti...

Hoje agradeço-te porque ensinaste-me a não desistir quando não havia mais saídas, conseguiste mostrar-me a luz dentro da tua escuridão, com o abraçar das tuas asas negras.

Há dias em que me fazes muita falta, porque sei que o teu sofrimento foi o mesmo que o meu…

Porque estes pensamentos soltos relembram e levam a que hoje seja à antiga, de caderno e lápis na mão.

Porque a escuridão é parte de nós e sem ela não éramos…

Porque no dia em que precisares eu vou lá estar como tu estiveste para mim, para o bem ou para o mal, desde o dia em que nos encontrámos e nos fundimos estaremos sempre juntos.

Sempre com apenas uma certeza…que nos veremos no inferno.

A dor não é eterna.

(image by 4saeL)

Papa Roach & Hanumankind

"See U In Hell"
(from "Devil May Cry" soundtrack)

I'm the peril inside
I'm the truth that you hide
I'm the reason you don't look back in the mirror
I'm the blood on your hands
In those nightmares you have
I'm the memory you don't want to remember

We're oil and water
You mixed it yourself
Then let all your bad blood poison the well
You stand so tall, but you hate yourself
Oh, you're gonna, you're gonna

You're gonna pray like hell
But you won't, but you won't
Hear an answer
You better pray I'm there
Until you're sorry
So, so sorry
I'll see you in Hell
I'll see you in Hell

Yeah, yeah, alright, let's get it

See, all my questions don't have answers, my problems, no solutions
Only chaos and confusion, how it's always been
Yeah, my past feels like a cancer, the cure is an illusion
Through the pain, I keep it moving, see it till the end
Until we meet again
Till I make amends for all the things that haunt me
My demons taunt me in a world of sin
Until I make them bend their heads and their knees
Can't think of defeat or ever losing
Gotta keep it moving, keep it pushing till the end of time
These family matters have me scattered, can't be left behind
I see it clearly now, my brother, how were we so blind?
The way you sacrifice and suffer is the same as mine
It's like I need to bleed to know that all of this is real
It's funny how we need to kill so we can stay alive
You picked a side, my brother, now we got to see it through
Live with what we couldn't choose
Promise, whether win or lose, I'ma make sure that

You're gonna pray like hell
But you won't, but you won't
Hear an answer
(I should've saved you, I should've saved you)
You better pray I'm there
Just say you're sorry
So, so sorry
I'll see you in Hell
I'll see you in Hell
I'll see you in Hell

We're oil and water
You mixed it yourself
Then let all your bad blood poison the well
You stand so tall, but you hate yourself
Oh, you're gonna
Oh, you're gonna

You're gonna pray like hell
But you won't, but you won't
Hear an answer
You better pray I'm there
Until you're sorry
So, so sorry
I'll see you in Hell
I'll see you in Hell

I guess I'll see you when I see you, huh
When the time's right, see you in—
I'll see you in fucking hell